love?

smile on my face just wont go away, people are people, we always change our minds, love that was once there, might start to fade, or it might burn eternally, for a lifetime. love usually ends in heartbreak, so why do we go out looking for it, around every street and corner, trying to find someone to love us unconditionally, and when we find it, why do we take that for granted, why dont we give them our whole hearts, why dont we show them the very best of us. why do some settle for just sexual attraction? why dont we look in the souls of the ones we love, and love them for all their flaws and imperfections. so many questions, yet no one will know the true answers. when someone leaves our lives, why is it at that very moment when they walk out, we decide we dont want them to leave, when the whole time, we've been pushing them in that direction. and why dont we fight for a love that we know is still there? why do we find it easier to just give up and never look back? all these questions within my head. why? what if movies didn't portray love as such a beautiful thing, what if all movies just showed the heartache and pain, and not the happy endings, would we still want love then? would we still want to be held by someone, their smooth warm skin wrapped around us, if we knew in the end, we'd be longing for that touch again, knowing it may never return? the feeling of their lips, never touching yours again, so sweet so lovely. when that feelings gone, and you no longer can taste that sweet embrace, what then? love is just a word, not a feeling, but an ability. you have the ability to love anyone you want, you have the ability to give your world and soul to someone, but you also have the ability to lose the love you once had, and the ability to give up and move on until you can find that ability to love again in someone else.